| reblogged lovemehatemebeautifulme | |
| originally lovemehatemebeautifulme |

If I get married ever, this is the dress I want. Or something similar.
Ok. I feel bad just suddenly popping off like this. I really do. I’m a really guilty person and I just feel awful for feeling like I need to hiatus from Mama. It’s just… it’s not working for me. I don’t feel like getting on this account usually because I feel pressured to get on for several reasons. I don’t know what to tell you guys. I’m sorry. I’m gonna try to still come on which is why I only said a semi-hiatus, and I’m gonna try to shake this feeling. I mean I’m happy people like how I play her and all, but I guess it’s a good weight to me.
Like I said: It’s not like she’s not going to be there. I just won’t be narrating it. You guys can take really minimal control over certain aspects— like if she scolded someone or took someone out for drinks or toys or something or she cleaned— hell, Kasym can even be like ‘WHOOP WHOOP I GOT LAID LAST NIGHT’. Like… I’m pretty chill about that. I’m giving you guys permission while I’m away. If you’re not sure if she’d do something or if it’s okey to take that much control, you can message me on Ivan (linked for those of you who don’t know that that’s my Ivan account) and I’ll tell you if she would and if I wouldn’t mind you doing it.
I’ll try to be on here and there. I’m sorry, guys ;;